What do i do stay strong or be weak?

i was with this dude named blake for a long time and i broke it off with him because i really thought it was for the best. know im daten this guy named kris hes great but an *** sometimes. well blake called me last night wanting to get back together but i told him no he kept telling me that he loved me and damn it broke me dame i love him but what do i do the gut im with now i love and i have feelings for but bllake i justdont know about anymore, plus kris dosent want to have and i dont know why is he still a virgan?